In The Interest of Maintaining My Streak

I get headaches for the rest of the day when I look at my phone first thing in the morning. I know this about myself, have occasionally taken steps to avoid this, but I don't always manage. Mostly as I have family and doctors alike who reach out to me, and I have a trained instinct to assume the worst, so I'm catapulted awake.

All this to say I have had a headache since this morning and have been generally lethargic. There is a permeating heat today, which I think must come internally because it's not that bad today.

Summer winds down. 


infinitely grateful we snagged a place with a backyard and a tree. i'm definitely seeing the sun more.


I'm pretty hungry too, we have very little to eat in the house and due to annoying circumstances it's beginning to shape up that we can only go grocery shopping tomorrow. Another win for lethargy.

But I wanted to write something today. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be back with energy, and then I'll read something or watch something. 


miss beelzebug herself. her eyes freak out our guests <3


I want to start watching Breaking Bad so I can have something to talk to my roommates about.

I want to chill out and enjoy my space for as long as possible before I go visit some family.

And I would really like it if my blood tests came back from the lab so I can get on that dang HRT and hopefully inject some semblance of living into my bloodstream.

It's been a real footnote of a day.

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  1. black teaJanuary 9, 2026 at 7:38 PM

    Wishing you all the best of luck. (Also your cat is the cutest little lady.)

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